11.19.2006

EPHESIANS 6:12

why do i choose the things i choose
why do i always find some lame excuse
why do i not realize what i could do
i wish i knew the reason why

why do you get that sad look on your face
why do you pull away from my embrace
why do you sea all my faults & my mistakes
i wish you knew the reason why

why do we treat each other like we do
it's like we never even try
why can't we get back to the Love we knew
why baby why

why do we have to play those same old games
why do we run away from who's to blame
can't we sea to lose this Love would be a shame
i wish we knew the reason why
--vince gill

had the kids over for the weekend. thanks to dad, for his insight on asking the harder questions. Josh is pretty upset, & it's the hardest for Mary, who can't really understand what's going on. Abbey's handling it, but seems fraid to talk @ anything important (like her dad's failure to quit smoking a week ago).
it was fun, though, & i got to just be around them. i got to be their dad again, if only for a couple days.
next week's pretty booked already: i'm taking Abbey & Josh to a gladiators game tuesday; wednesday's Josh's 7th birthday; thursday, Jenn & te kids are coming over around 6pm for Thanksgiving dinner; we're all going to chuck e. cheese's on saturday, for a mini-celebration of Josh's birthday, & two of his friends'.
somewhere in all that, i've got to work my day job, find a new night job (yeah, i got fired from sonic! ask me about the story...), get this house organized, finish de-bugging my new old refrigerator, & study, study, study (my bible, i'm not back in school or anything. well "the school of hard knocks"...).
maybe He'll make the sun stand still for a few hours a day?

1 Comments:

Blogger scøüpe said...

i'm pretty sure god only does that so jews can finish slaughtering their enemies by daylight -- it's hard to swordfight with a torch in one hand.

21 November, 2006 14:09  

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